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A collection of 31 posts

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Enough Was Enough a Long Time Ago

How much more of this do we have to endure?

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What It Means to Have a Choice

We've fought too long and too hard.

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Why It Matters

It's so much more than politics.

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Answer the Call

Answering the Call

I have so much clarity now.

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Hiding From the News

I live this way because I don't have a choice.

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Unsure of What Comes Next

That's the thing about trauma. It makes you afraid and constantly think of worst-case scenarios.

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Singing Amazing Grace

I felt like I couldn't breathe under the enormity of grief.

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The Power of and Problem With Sharing Stories About Abortion

Should women raise awareness by talking about their choices?

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The Irrational and Rational

It's hard to tell my brain to turn off those irrational fears because they seem rational.

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Lost Freedom

Since I recognized the slump I’m in, I’m doing the best I can to pull myself forward.

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Feeling Scattered

We’re not supposed to live in a constant state of turmoil, fear, and devastation.

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Anguished Screams

I had to just pretend that I wasn’t completely broken inside.

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Mother's Day Is Complicated

I don’t need a special day of acknowledgment. Nor do I want it, as a bereaved mother

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We Will Be Ok

My children turn to me for reassurance and I try to provide it.

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A Quiet Day

Sometimes, when devastating things are happening in the world, I'll shut down.

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Something I Can't Explain

I have to explain the injustices of the world.

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Being a Whole Human

We are the ones who have to live with our losses every day.

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A Day With Lots of Feelings

It wasn't until later that day that I realized how much stress I had been holding.

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Watching an Insurrection Unfold

Watching in real-time, I had no idea how it would end.

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2020 Has Made Me Numb

I cannot feel anymore, not in the way that I normally do.

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History on Fire

Hearing that Notre Dame Cathedral was on fire yesterday was shocking.

A Parent's Loving Decision

We often say in my grief support group that as parents, we make decisions every day on behalf of our children. Starting with some of the earliest decisions around breastfeeding versus bottle-feeding, to consequences for the stubborn toddler, to how much screen time to allow, to how to pay for

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When We See People as "Other"

Thou Shalt Not Other.

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Responding to the Reoccurring Tragedy

The most widespread and impactful change will come from those charged to lead us.