Anna Burgess Yang - Musings Out Loud

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Anna Burgess Yang

Writer • Mother • Bereaved • Friend • Documentarian • Collector • Creative (she/her) 🦋🦋

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The Universe Aligned Today

A momentous day indeed.

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The Writing That's Missing

Lately I've been thinking about the words I didn't write.

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Missing and Heartbroken

This constant state of limbo is incredibly hard.

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And Now Six

Sometimes the choice not to continue results in grief.

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A Lifetime of Creative Work

I need to find that balance between pushing myself and still enjoying the process.

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We Need Better Care

Stillbirth rates are high in the U.S. We know the risk factors and new legislation aims to address them.

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The Quality of Air

The air quality in our area has improved and is mostly back to normal. But it feels like a foreshadowing of things to come.

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Conversations in a Bathtub

Talking to my rainbow baby about her sisters.

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The Winding Journey of Friendship

Friendships are wonderful and hard.

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Unsure of What Comes Next

That's the thing about trauma. It makes you afraid and constantly think of worst-case scenarios.

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Sad That It's Not Sad

We focus so much on mourning.

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A Tattoo of Memories

Seven hours of pain later, I have a new tattoo.

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A Missed Opportunity

Is it worth giving up a potentially uncomfortable moment for so many moments of regret later?

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Consistent and Persistent

I'm not going anywhere.

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Tangled Branches

My screams are combined with a sobering numbness.

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Words in the World

I feel like I've found what I'm meant to be doing.

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The Best Birthday

I was trying to make up for three years of missed birthday joys.

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Intruder

The school may do everything right and it may still not be enough to keep the kids safe.

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The Ups and Downs of a Week

Last weekend, I had a nightmare.

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It Has Been Seven Years

I write about my pain to let other women know that they're not alone.

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When a Leap Is Too Much

I was really proud of my 5-year-old for knowing her limits.

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Stop Publishing Garbage on the Internet

I'm offended by crappy writing.

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My Eyes, My Work

I've realized how much can change in a minute. What if something happens to my sight?

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Adopting a Cat

I know. I can't adopt a new cat every Christmas. But maybe just one more...