dreams A Dream I Had I’ve had dreams in the past where I immediately start sobbing upon hearing the news that my baby had died. Not this time.
balance Dreaming About a House For many months - perhaps even a year - I have had the same dream. I am in a house, either our current home, or the house I grew up in, or some other familiar place. In the dream, I discover some type of secret “new room.” Perhaps it was
appointments Dream On I have had so many bad dreams. The one that reoccurred the most was a doctor telling me that something was wrong, or that I had lost a baby, followed by me screaming “No. No. NO!” I would wake from fitful sleep, often drenched in sweat or tangled in my
dreams Back and Forth It is back and forth, back and forth Between too hot and too cold A room frigid one day Smothers in heat the next The night travel back and forth between sweet dreams and hellish nightmares. I dreamed of my next ultrasound. I saw my baby on the monitor, fully
dreams Hit Me Again One year ago today, I was sitting on my bathroom floor, crying. I missed Nelle so badly and was in so much emotional pain. I was 14 weeks, 1 day pregnant with Iris, with no idea that I had only two weeks left. Today, I sat in my bathroom again.
