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A Dream I Had

I’ve had dreams in the past where I immediately start sobbing upon hearing the news that my baby had died. Not this time.
Apr 29, 2022 2 min read
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Dreaming About a House

For many months - perhaps even a year - I have had the same dream. I am in a house, either our current home, or the house I grew up in, or some other familiar place. In the dream, I discover some type of secret “new room.” Perhaps it was
Nov 3, 2019 2 min read
Dream On
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Dream On

I have had so many bad dreams. The one that reoccurred the most was a doctor telling me that something was wrong, or that I had lost a baby, followed by me screaming “No. No. NO!”  I would wake from fitful sleep, often drenched in sweat or tangled in my
Sep 16, 2017 3 min read
Back and Forth
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Back and Forth

It is back and forth, back and forth Between too hot and too cold A room frigid one day Smothers in heat the next The night travel back and forth between sweet dreams and hellish nightmares. I dreamed of my next ultrasound. I saw my baby on the monitor, fully
Mar 9, 2017 2 min read
Hit Me Again
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Hit Me Again

One year ago today, I was sitting on my bathroom floor, crying.  I missed Nelle so badly and was in so much emotional pain.    I was 14 weeks, 1 day pregnant with Iris, with no idea that I had only two weeks left. Today, I sat in my bathroom again.
Feb 2, 2017 2 min read
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